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[ __ ] hell. Hi guys. Oh my god, I'm

literally sweating. I'm going to have to

get my fan. Hello everyone and welcome

back to another vlog. This seems so

dramatic of me to be fanning right now,

but believe it or not, it is 31° in

England. 31°.

Absolutely sweating. I feel like I've

got so much to catch you guys up on. So,

I've kind of had like a week and a half

of not vlogging, and even though it's

been really exciting, I was like, you

know what? I I need to just focus on

getting the Tik Tok content for a week.

So, I've been to the premiere of the

show and the show's come out. I feel

like it's been really successful so far.

I've had loads of like lovely messages

saying I carried myself really well.

Also, I look naked. I have got a top on,

I promise. Um, but yeah, people have

said that I carried myself really well.

And yeah, I think it just went good.

Like, so far so good. I was hoping for

like a little bit more of a spike in,

you know, like followers, views, and

everything. But it might still come

because people view the show late,

people are on holiday, you know what I

mean? I think it will just be like a

gradual thing, but it's just kind of

mental seeing myself on TV. What on

earth? It's wild. Um, and then I went to

Marba. So, that was literally the best 5

days, well, 6 days, five nights ever. We

had so much fun. Um, yeah, it was

absolutely gorgeous as you can see. I

hope I got a 10, which I'm chuffed

about. And then got back Saturday and

then Sunday went to Part Life, which

once again, I was going to vlog, but I

get so worried about losing this cuz it

was expensive. So, I was like, "You know

what? We're ditching the vlog." But it

was such a good time. We saw Zara Larson

and Calvin Harris and I was invited with

a brand, which is the wildest thing to

say because when was it? I think it was

about six or seven years ago. I remember

saving up all my money at Subway to go

to Part Life and I was on like £420 an

hour. Saved it up for ages to pay for

the ticket. I think we did a weekend so

that's like 150 quid. And then like I

wanted cute outfits and everything. And

I was like, "Oh, like," and now I

literally got invited. It was wild. It

was such a nice time. It was with a

brand called Grower, which is a sister

company of UK Lash. So, it's like lash

serums, eyebrow serums, things like

that. Um, we got into their like Grower

HQ at 9:00 a.m. We had our hair and

makeup done. We made phone charms, bag

charms. They ordered us a Joe in the

Juice, had matcha, then we had some buzz

balls. Got a limo, a literal limousine.

wild to part life. And yeah, it was such

a good time. Like there was some lovely

girls there. Um, what the hell is life?

Crazy. And then what did I do yesterday?

I had a bit of a chilled one. I went on

a run. Went to the gym with my friend.

And then I come to you from today.

Sorry, I'm scared I'm going to get a

splinter from this. I can see like

little bits of wood sticking out of it,

but I It's too hot not to bring her

along. Um, so yeah, today I've got an

event in town at 12:00. I need to keep

my eye Oh, 11:11 Make a Wish.

Okay, I've got an event with Look

Fantastic and Babe Bliss at Soho House

at 12:00. So, the trains from Haz Grove

are absolutely wank and they all

basically cancelled. So, I am actually

going to be 10 minutes late. And I hate

being late to events cuz I think it can

be really disrespectful, but all my

trains cancelled. So, it is what it is.

I'm just going to get there and

literally sprint. Um, and hopefully I

make it on time. But I am excited cuz

Soho House is gorgeous. And I've only

been in Soho House once and it was at my

old job. I had to carry boxes up there.

So, I was literally just carrying a box

in a job I hate. And now I'm going to

Soho House for an event. What the hell?

This is still wild. I don't think it

will ever not be wild to me. Do you know

what I mean? Like, not in a bad way. A

lot of people in this industry, I feel

like their expectations are pretty high

now and they're like, "Oh, yeah." Like

they, what's the word? How do I not get

cancelled? They're a bit full of

themselves. I'm going to be so real.

They're a bit full of themselves, some

of them. And I just don't think I will

ever ever be like that. Like, my aim is

just to always come across as authentic,

genuine, and grateful. Like I think dare

I say once again a lot of the people um

don't always seem the most grateful. As

for me I will always always be grateful.

Like this is crazy. Um anyway and then

after that I might meet my friend Liv

from my old job and Sunday with her for

a bit then go and do some work lock in

from a cafe and then I'm going to spin

with my friend Maddie tonight which is

so fun but hell on earth. However, the

spin room is actually really cool. So,

it will probably be better than the gym

cuz I'm at Total Fitness in Wilms. And

oh my lord, why am I paying that amount

of money and there's no air con? There's

no air con in the gym. And let me tell

you, this gym is a is a fair penny.

Total fitness, if you're watching, plug

your ears. But I've managed to stick on

a student um membership, so I pay 50 a

month. still horrendous. But the normal

membership is I think 75 or something.

So if I had to pay full price, I would

not be going to that gym. But I've

managed to jib the student. Nobody

snitch. Um so I'm still there. I'm still

there. But I do I do put stories on now

and again. So total fitness if you're

watching it. It pays off. I promise.

Anyways, I feel I need to head now. I am

sweating my little titt my big titties

off. Um, I also went for like you know

like a thin linen pant that's like

ballooned and I think even that's too

hot. Like

English heat, man. It's so sticky out

here. But anyways, off I go. I'll catch

you guys soon.

>> We've got lots of different uh heat

settings and settings on it. If you have

a look at it, you've got your timer. my

hair model.

>> Oh my god. Start a little bit further up

maybe

insane.

>> I also have you tried the little comb

yet? No.

>> Try the little comb and brush through

it. Like when I did it on the back, it

looked really nice. Ola, I'm checking

back in. That event was so gorgeous.

Sorry. It was so up close and personal

here, but it is what it is. Um, so it

was in Soho House with Babilis and Look

Fantastic. Oh my god. So, I thought it

was a master class as in like, you know,

where seats are lined up and you're all

watching someone, but no, we literally

had our own station with our own, it's

called, let me fact check this. I don't

want to get it wrong. The Style Secret

Air, guys, this product, I'm not even

just saying this, is so good. There's so

many different settings and you

literally just like pop your hair in it

and it like wraps it and basically curls

it for you. It is an incredible product.

I'm a big fan. You can also just do it

on air mode, guys. I've literally got a

solar. Don't mind that. Um, but you can

put it on air mode so there's no heat

damage. It is so good. But I'm stupid

stupid girl. Came with a slip back. So

everybody was like doing the hair dead

nice like bouncy blows. And I had to

borrow somebody else's hair and do do

half of somebody else's hair. Although I

did manage to do a little bit and love.

So cute. And then after that event was

done. Oh, by the way, Soho House

stunning food. Stunning. There was

little plates coming about and nobody

was really eating them and I thought

more for me. There was these little

squares and it was like battered mac and

cheese.

Teasing me. Absolutely teasing me. And

then they gave me loads of juice. So,

I've come to lowkey highkey enemy

territory. So, I used to work in that

big building up there and they've now

got this new area outside. Let me spin

you here. And it looks cool to be fair.

It's like a big I think it's called the

green. Um, and they're playing the

football and everything later cuz I also

forgot England's on today at 9:00. But

dare I say, Love Islands on and I do

like England and I like watching

England, but it's only the group stages

and if it starts at 9:00, it'll probably

finish at 11:00. It's last train home

kind of vibe. I'm not feeling it. So

anyways, I've come here. I met Liv for

her lunch who's my bestie from my old

job. Um had a goss and then sunbathed.

Literally just been sunbathing and

editing. So it's been actually a really

nice day. Although I am sweating my tits

off. I'm meeting Maddie in an hour and

my debate now is hang on here for one

more hour even though the UV's gone down

quite a bit or go get Tabitha's. But my

thing with Tabitha's love it. I just

hate spending my money. I really hate

spending my money. And me and Harry when

we went to the solicitors today, it

basically gave us our total sum of like

deposit and you know like what we owe

the solicitors as well. And we had that

house that fell through. So that fee as

well and it basically was a big fat bill

at the end, [laughter]

guys.

What the what the hell? What the hell?

We've got the money, but you know when

you actually just see it there in the

flesh and you're like cuz we decided to

do like I'm not going to lie, I'm really

proud of us. We did a hefty deposit. Um

but yeah, seeing it on paper knowing

that's going to have to actually exit

the bank. O killer. I'm here at Tabith.

I went for the chocolate and salted

caramel matcha. Let's give her a go.

>> Dare I say I don't think chocolate goes

to matcha.

>> I prefer the other ones I've had from

here. Get me so real. But I've got a

little table. I've got about

just under an hour to wait until my

friend Maddy's here. Is it a bit late to

have a match up? It's nearly 5 and then

like I said I've got ride so I think I'm

going to get a stitch but it it just is

what it is. It is what it is. Um and I

need to get some post [laughter] out for

today. So just going to work on that.

Good evening everybody. It is the next

day. Um I had a really nice ride class

yesterday. It was super fun. But big fat

butt. I know it's hot. Trust me I'll be

moaning about it a lot in this vlog.

However, why are half the trains canled

because of the heat? Yesterday after

ride, I had to wait an hour and a half

for a train back and it just really

rubbed me the wrong way to be honest.

But anyways, fresh start, fresh day.

Went on a run with my dad this morning,

which once again, hell, it is so hot.

And now my friends are about to come

over for a watch party for the agency

unfiltered.

Okay, I need to pour the drink still.

What time is it? I've got a bit of time,

but let me show you this setup. I'm

actually really proud. I cannot wait to

have a house so I can host. Oh my gosh,

look at it. So, all these middle bits

are from when I went to the premiere. I

was like, pop them all in my bag for my

own premiere. Then, we've got popcorn,

sweet, salted, sweet, unsalted. Then,

everybody's got a little sweet tub. So,

I bought loads of sweets. Then, my

friend Emily bought me this stamp that

says the agency unfiltered. So, these

biscuits I made say that on it. Then

we've got a big array of crisps because

who doesn't love crisps? There I am.

Then I've got martini glasses. So I'm

going to do everybody porn star

martinis. And then all my friends who

are coming, I've done them a little

goodie bag. So just as an example one,

everybody's got a trip

um and some sweets. Everybody's got one

of the little cookies in these cute bags

that I got from Sheen that say the

agency unfiltered. Everybody's got a

little eye mask from Grace and Stella.

And then I've kind of personalized it to

everybody to be honest. So like for

example, my friend Liv who I work with,

she's got so many hair products. So I've

done her like a collagen face mask and a

lip gloss. But then some of my friends

like Emily Moore has blonde hair. So

I've done her a purple shampoo and other

little goodies. So yeah, I'm literally

really excited. But it is just so hot.

So I'm lowkey a bit like worried that

everyone's going to get too hot.

Although I have also prepared for this

with a fan here in case anyone needs to

stand in front of that. I've only got

two but two fans and an electric one as

well. Um so I think Oh, let me flip you.

I think when they all arrive, I might

suggest having a drink in the garden

whilst we wait for everyone to get here.

Then we'll come in here, grab our

snacks. Oh yeah, I also bought pizza. Um

but I don't know whether to do that. I

think I'll decide later. I might do it a

bit later on the pizzas if people are

hungry. And then we're going to watch it

in here. I've literally shut the blinds

and everything. So hopefully it stays

nice and cool. And yeah, exciting. I

also got these little things to go on

the martinis. So I'm going to make them

now. It's like pineapple juice, boka,

ice, syrup. They're only small glasses

and I think a few people are driving. So

I also need to get I've got loads of J2O

as well. So, ah, I cannot wait to have a

house so I can host. I really can't. I

love hosting. And the things that I got

as well, I got in big bulks. Like, for

example, the popcorn bags, like the

little sweet bags, things like that. I

bought loads of them. I've literally got

sola sweaty upper liur. It is so

so hot. And I was going to wear like

makeup and stuff and I was like, I can't

cuz of the heat. I've done a bit of

mascara and I tried to do my brows, but

it's going to have to do cuz I'm

sweating my titties off.

[laughter]

>> I'll go first. I'm from Manchester and

my niche is travel. Last year I went

traveling for 7 months all around

Southeast Asia and Australia. And then

this year I've been on a cruise to

Greece and I've recently been to Texas.

[music]

Amazing. How many Tik Tok followers do

you have? 92,000 at the moment. Not that

I'm counting. 92.6.

a few of us utilized the planning time

really well. Um, and I think that showed

in our videos.

>> And then they

clearly aimed at me.

>> Tasha, I noticed you said a few of us

have been putting the planning time in.

What did you mean by that?

>> I'd never liked speak bad about people

ever, but I think it was quite apparent

when we were planning the challenge that

some of us were utilizing the full hour

a bit more than others. If she really

wants to come for me, baby too can play

that game. [music]

>> We've given you all the feedback about

the challenge, but

>> has fake Instagram followers.

[music]

>> Oh, okay. on [laughter] all the profiles

they had like zero [music] followers.

>> I've never ever bought followers ever.

And it's nice to hear that that is

working. I do have a lot of followers

who don't post content themselves.

However, it doesn't mean they're not

real people. It's quite a damaging

accusation.

>> I got a little too big for my boots.

>> This is really

>> Hello guys. It is the next day and I'm

about to do my makeup to go out. So, I

thought, do you know what? I'll do a

little get ready with me slashcatch up.

I do feel I don't know that anybody else

gets like this, but after you've

sunbathed, I feel like my makeup just

looks so muddy. Like, the second I get a

tan, makeup just looks rubbish on me,

which I'm not complaining because guys,

the tan is tanning for sure. Anyways,

last night I think I'll include a little

snippet of it, but it was so nice. So,

it was just like a bunch of my girls my

girls. [clears throat]

A bunch of my girls came around and we

watched the show and I like set it up

all cute. I showed you guys the setup

and it was just a gorgeous evening. I'm

so glad I did it. Also, my best friend

Emily surprised me with a cake from

Buzzy Bee in Manchester, which first of

all, I've wanted to try Buzzy Bee Bakery

for so long. And second of all, one of

the nicest cakes I've ever eaten in my

life. It was Nutella and raspberry. I've

actually still got a piece downstairs,

so I'm going to have it later tonight.

Um, and it just it tastes incredible and

I did not expect it and I just thought

like how sweet is that? I don't know.

Emily Craven, if you're watching, what a

girl. We love you. Um, and then today I

was going to go run this morning and I

thought, hell no, it's literally 30°

today. So, I've just been sunbathing all

day, which has been really nice. The

UV's been up, the vibes have been up,

and now I've come to my room to get

ready cuz I am going around to my

brother's cuz it's my niece's prom. So,

I'm going to see her beforehand. I'm

taking the Canon camera. We're getting

some banging pictures. I've also got an

old um Polar, not Polaroid camera, an

old digital camera. I say old, I

literally bought it just before the

Canon, but then my boyfriend bought me

the Canon. I was like, "Oh my gosh." So,

she's not really been used. So, I'm

going to lend it to Caitlyn for tonight

so she can get like loads of pictures

from her prom on the digital camera. So

sweet. Um, and I'm also going to do her

I need to lowkey get a bit of a wrigle

on. But I'm going to do her a little

goodie bag with like some little PR bits

that I've received that I can give her.

Um, maybe like pop a little procco in

things like that. I'm going to write her

a little card. So, yeah, super excited.

And then me and Harry are going to an

event at 20 stories with whispering

angel. What a banging event. And 20

stories in this weather. Stunning. I do

hope it is a bit windy up there because

it is so hot. So painfully hot. Also,

okay, this is going to be a bit of a

ramble, I feel. Oh my god, I can

literally see sweat beads. Oh my god,

look at my upper lip.

>> [sighs]

>> No, I literally just powdered that.

Guys,

this weather is is not for the

weakhearted.

[clears throat]

And I I was literally sat doing my

makeup naked and was like, I need to put

my dressing gown on cuz I want to vlog

this. Okay, I'll try and make this super

quick. But I don't know why I don't know

whether I'm in my Lucille phase, but

before I was in the garden sunbathing

with Harry. Oh, tell me why I literally

started bursting into tears about

nostalgia. I was literally sat in the

garden and I was basically explaining

Tar that when I was younger, we had like

a little thing like loads of plants at

the back of the garden and trees and it

almost created like a little forest and

we called it a forest. And I was just

talking to Harry about like how good my

imagination was as a child and how like

we're not going to raise iPad kids. I

refuse to raise iPad kids. They will not

have iPads. They're going to be outside

in the garden. We want a big garden

where they can play. And I was just

talking so much about like my childhood

and I [snorts] was like, "Oh, like I

believed in fairies." Like I wrote to

Twinkle all the time. I started talking

about Twinkle. And then I was talking

about how like then when I stopped

believing I then like told my niece

Caitlyn about Twinkle and then we'd

write like little letters back and forth

and I don't know whether I think it's a

mix of it's Caitlyn's prom today and I'm

like, "Oh my god, like she's not my

little baby anymore." and a mix of I

think the house is is we basically went

the other day and signed some bits I

think I said and it's moving dead quick

now which is so exciting and I literally

can't wait and then all of a sudden it

just like kind of hit me I was like oh

my god like I've probably only got like

2 3 weeks left in my childhood home and

I don't know why it on [laughter] I

could cry again it just hit me like

guys I'm just looking around at my room

and I'm Like this is my childhood room.

Like I grew up in this room. This is

where I wrote to Twinkle. This is where

I played fairies. And my imagination as

a child was so so good. And then I

started to get deep and I was like at

one point I jumped on the trampoline for

the last time and we had this big

paddling pool and at one point it was

the last time in that before we sold it.

And at one point we played out for the

last time and I just was in tears. Harry

looked at me and was like, "Tash, it's

30 degrees. We're struggling out here

anyway." And now you're in tears as

well. I was crying my eyes out and I

fear I could cry again. Like nostalgia

has just like hit me like a ton of

bricks today. And then I was honestly,

guys, it's it's not funny. I was balling

saying to Harry like, "Do you not ever

think about how you'll never be a kid

again?" And he was just like, "Not

really." And I was like, the fact that I

will never be a child again destroys me.

Destroys me in every sense of the word.

And I said to Harry, cuz he was like,

"Oh, but when we've got kids one day,

you'll get to do all that for our kids

and and all that." Cuz he was trying to

make me feel a bit better. But I said,

"I think what it is is right now in

life, I've not got any like kids in my

life really. Like I've got two younger

cousins, but I don't see them that

often." Um, and then like Caitlyn's now

16, you know what I mean? So, like she's

just like older and I've just not got

any like little kids where I can have my

child, you know? I don't know how to

explain it. I say that though. I do

think me and Harry have got a very good

relationship in the sense of we're just

that comfortable with each other. Our

inner child's just permanently out. You

know what I mean? Like on an evening

we'll literally like play on the Wii.

Like today we were playing in the garden

together. I got out crazy catch which is

like this net and I was just like

playing catch against that. I do think

as far as it goes as a person I do think

I am very childlike. Not in a I don't

know how to word it. I actually, do you

know what? I went to an event the other

day, the Babelist one, and it was so

good. And I said to Harry afterwards,

this is so random, but like just from

the people I met, sometimes I feel like

I look at all these people that I'm

making friends with and I'm like, oh,

like you're a woman. Like I just see

them all as like, you're so gorgeous and

you're a woman. And I just don't see

myself like that. I don't know. Like I

really just don't see myself as a woman

at all. I just feel like I see myself as

a permanent teenager, even though I'm

not. I'd say like I'm quite mature now.

I'm literally I've bought a house.

Arguably, you can't get much more mature

than that. And I'm in this like seven

year long relationship. Like I [snorts]

am very independent. Sorry, the Sula is

actually no joke. Um but I am very

independent and grown up. But I don't

view myself like that at all. Like I

don't look at myself and think, oh, like

you're womanly or you're I don't know. I

don't know how to describe it. But then

in the garden today, I was crying cuz

I'm too old. Like make it make sense and

make it make sense. I think probably a

big part of it as well. Maybe I'll feel

more womanly when I'm in the house. This

is literally such like silly inside

thoughts right now. I think I just want

to be a kid forever to be honest. I

don't know. I just I think I've got a

very like fun childlike heart and I just

love to do fun things which you can

still do when you're an adult and when

you're a woman but

I don't know how to word it like in this

weather don't get me wrong with

sunbathing but I was thinking I want to

play like I want to play games and I'm

thinking I want to go to a water park

right now and I just maybe it is a case

of people say your frontal lobe develops

when you're 25. Maybe she's just not

developed yet. And I guess there's

nothing wrong with being a bit

childlike. Sorry, it is that sweaty. My

mascara has literally immediately

transferred onto my skin. This isn't

great. Um, but yeah, sorry guys. I feel

like that was such a random chat, but if

anybody else literally just like cries

with nostalgia, please let me know that

I'm not the only one because yeah, I

just I miss being a child. I'm going to

be so real. Miss being a child. And then

yeah, I think a big part of it is like,

oh my god, like I'm actually leaving my

childhood home. It's weird. And like

I'll be coming back to visit, you know?

Don't get me wrong, I'm moving around

the corner. It's not that deep. And I

moved out for uni for 4 years, but cuz

that was never like proper proper moving

out. Well, it was it was 4 years, but I

don't know how to describe it. And I'll

be back all the time, but it it's like a

case of say I'm back on a Friday night

for a chippy. I'd come back and I'd be

sat in the lounge with my parents having

a chippy. I wouldn't be just chilling in

my room again. Like, oh, that makes me

feel sick,

guys. Like, I actually won't be like

just coming upstairs and chilling in my

room because I'll be like that's what I

do at my house. So, like this next

like I don't know, it could be a week,

it could be two, three, whatever is like

the last times I'll be like chilling in

my room. And a lot of the things from my

room will probably be coming with me. So

the room's just going to be like a

shell.

And it's got so much character now. Like

I look around, I'm like, "Oh, like

that's the stain that I made when I was

like 8 years old." And I whack my head

against the wall. And down here there's

a big tan stain that I made when I was

16 and I fake tan before prom. Like I've

got so many memories in this room.

[sighs]

This has been 10 minutes. I'm going to

bounce cuz I'm sweating. I'm getting

emotional and I actually do need to

hurry up. But I'll catch you at 20

stories. This was such a random little

segment, but if you're feeling the same,

please let me know. Forgive me. I have

been so bad at vlogging this week. Let

me catch you up. Let me squeeze you up.

So, went round to my niece's prom. Oh my

god, she looked so beautiful. I don't

know what it was. I just saw her and was

like, "My baby." Like, I don't know. But

she had such a good night. And then me

and Harry went into Manchester. There

was an event at 20 stories. And low key,

we were kind of debating whether we even

go. You know when you just go somewhere

and you think, I am so glad we did that.

So we went, we saw like a few friends

I've got in the industry and stuff. And

we ended up making friends with this

group. It was the girls and the gays

plus a token Harry and a token Aussie

boy. It was great. It was so much fun.

We all became friends instantly. And you

know when it's just, you know, when it's

just funny people, I'm a sucker for a

funny group. If there's one thing about

me, oh, Harry's calling. I love having a

laugh. So, it was just like a dead funny

group. You know, when you're just

bouncing off each other. VRB. Yellow.

Hey, you okay?

Okay, I'm pretty much ready. What are

you wearing?

Oh, yeah. So, this group was just

absolutely great. And then, so the event

was Whispering Angels. So, we were

having lots of wine, lots of cocktails

in the sky. It was like 30° just

chef's kiss. And then we were like, you

know what? Let's go gay village. We went

gay village and some karaoke and I made

best friends for life. Really, really

love them all. Such a great group. And

also, you know when you meet people and

you're like, how do you know that

person? There's a guy called Ollie and

he went the high school like he went

point in high school. I'm his grove and

he's two years above me. So him and my

boyfriend knew all the same people. I

was like that is so meant to be like

that is fate that we become friends one

day. So that was super cute. And then

yesterday I had a nice sunbathe in the

day and then I went into Manchester

because my friend Emily's just bought a

flat there. Um, so we went around to the

flat, had some pimps, never had pimps

before. It was gorgeous. And went out in

Northern Quarter and it was just what a

night and then it finished with a wing

stop. And then I thought I came home, I

was like, I'm so hungry. So I had a

massive spaghetti and meatballs. And

then I ended up catching up on two

episodes of Love Island. Went to bed at

5:00 a.m. And I thought I needed that.

You know, I'm a party girl at heart. I

needed a bit of a late night, I think.

And then woke up today, fresh as a daisy

because don't hate the player, hate the

game. I don't really get hangovers.

Sorry about that. Um, woke up, had a

little tan. And then Harry just messaged

me like, "Do you want to go for a walk

to Point and Spoons? Grab some lunch."

And then I really don't know what to do

about the England game tonight because

Harry's on early so he can't watch it

cuz he's up at 5:00 a.m. It's on at

10:00 p.m. So inconvenient. And like

some of my friends are in town, but cuz

it's at 10:00, I'd miss the last train

home. So I'm having to film Uber out,

drink expensive

or part of me is like, do I just not

watch it? Like it is just the group

stages. I've got my England top on now.

I had on this gorgeous dress from Peppa

Mayo, but I don't know. I wore it and I

couldn't wear a bra with it and I

thought I don't know. I felt a bit weird

in it. So I'm like I feel like this is

very today, isn't it? England are

playing in. So, got on my little denim

skirt. I do look bored though, but the

way I cannot fathom having hair on my

neck right now. Um, so yeah, that's my

little update. Oh, also about 3 weeks

ago, I did this shoot with KFC and Lab

Bible, and the video's just come out

today and it's such a good video. It's

only like 90 seconds, which is wild cuz

it was like a full day of filming for a

90 seconds clip, but love it. and I just

posted it and cuz I've done it, I was

like, "Oh, like yeah, it's just this."

And everyone's like, "Oh my god, that's

absolutely sick." I'm like, "Yeah, do

you know what? That is so cool." Um, so

yeah, super chuffed. And also as well,

I've noticed recently, I don't even

think it is from the show to be honest.

I think it is just a lot of my videos in

the background from a bit ago cuz people

are traveling at the moment, things like

that. Like few of my trials are doing

really well. Lots of videos doing well.

My followers are literally like this.

I've just hit 40k on Instagram, ak on

YouTube, 110k

on Tik Tok.

It's just I don't know. Things are going

up. Also, the house. We think I think I

said this in the last clip, but I think

the house could actually be quite soon

now. [sighs and gasps]

Summer is summering, girls. Also, do I

suit these glasses? Not that you guys

will be able to reply, so I'm just going

to have to That's my boyfriend and he

won't know. Do I suit these?

I can't tell. I like the gold because

all my like jewelry is gold, but I don't

know whether I'm a baddie enough for

them, you know? I don't know. Anyways,

off to the pub I go. I actually really

want a picture. I wasn't going to drink

today and then I thought I could smash a

jug of what's the rainbow one? It's like

purple rain picture in Where the Spoons

Pointing Beer Garden.

And I really hope I don't see anyone

from school though. That is the one

thing about like living around here.

Feel like I always bump into people from

like 10 years ago.

I don't want to catch up. I don't want

to. We're not friends. Good afternoon

everyone. Once again, I think I've not

updated you guys for a few days. Just

got the caramelized banana matcha. This

is new and this might be the nicest

drink I've ever drank. It is incredible.

Since I went Trafford Center and tried

there's like a viral banana pudding

thing in Selfridges and I went and tried

that about probably two months ago now.

The way I have not stopped thinking

about banana puddings, banana flavored

things. It's so weird. Like your girl

will do everything but eat an actual

banana. It has to be sweet and sugary.

But this drink, seeing this was

released, I was very happy girl. So I

got a large cuz I knew I'd like it. And

then I got caramelized banana cold foam

on top too. It is. Mhm.

So good. It tastes like banana angel

delight, which is delightful. Love

Islands on tonight.

The boys are dirty, filthy, horrible

dogs. Did we expect anything less from

men? No, we did not. But they are all

kissing, kissing, whissing, whissing.

Gross. Literally gross. And their poor

girls have been stitched up back home.

It's just making me sad. But I will be

sad cuz tonight is the night where the

girls from Cassa have to send pictures

of the boys to the OG girls. Wild plot

twist. Whoever's producing Love Island

at the moment. Love you. I am so

invested in this season. And then me and

Harry have just started Haren Cobin's

new documentary as well called

I Will Find You. Yeah, I Will Find You.

And it is so good. It's a limited

series, so I thought, oh, it's only

going to be about three episodes, but

there's eight episodes and we've been

savoring it really well. So, yeah, we're

going to carry on with that later,

maybe. I literally forgot to end the

vlog. So, this is me ending it. I think

2 days after I last checked in. So, last

night I went to take that and supporting

act was the script. It was so much fun.

It was really good night. Had a great

time. And England were playing as well

with and they won, which is great. I

have got an event in town tonight, so

I'm going to go in. I've got a free

matcher at the Green Lab. So, I'm going

to go there, make a video on it, and

then I'm meeting Emily, who I became

friends with at Park Life for it's like

um a champagne evening at the Lowry.

Although, why does it look like it's

going to pour it down? It looks like

it's going to chug it down. I'm not

feeling that. Um in terms of outfit,

I've gone for Oh. Oh. Oh, there it is.

Okay. Oh [clears throat] my god, my

legs. I've gone for my little capries,

my brown heels, which I don't think

really match, black top, big jacket, and

then I don't know whether to take a

umbrella. Maybe I think I might have to.

But yeah, I'm going to love you and

leave you guys cuz I'm going to go to

the train station. I don't even know

what this week consisted of, but I hope

you enjoyed anyway. and I'll see you in

next week's